Dec 22, 2009 13:40
I've been missing for the past month I think. I'm sort of slowly coming back to the status of "not missing". Hmmmmm :I
School's out. I have to start thinking about next semester, this one was such a weird vortex of lost time.
My friend was cheating on his girlfriend and kept asking for advice on how to hide it and all this dumb stuff. I really like him but these past few weeks he's been making me so mad. I still think a lot about my ex cheating on me with a model, it's unhealthy. I get so insecure now every time I look at magazines or watch TV.
I just want to get over everything that happened this summer, so I can move on with someone different and start my life again but I'm honestly so hung up on the past. It's a bummer, it's not really like me either. He wasn't that smart or good-looking of a dude and he just smoked pot in his parent's house all day and complained that he shouldn't have to work a part time job.
guhhh.