she won't have a thing to do with me
oh my god Livejournal what should i tell you?!?!
today was a great day to get hissed at by a baby owl. I got sunburnt and fired wildly at clay pigeons and sat next to a mormon on the plane, do you have any idea what it's like when you can't shut your front door on them?? Well I lived.
Anyway that was a day trip, and it feels good to be doing interactive things because when I am left in a house, regardless of who is over, I basically zone out and think about David and breakups and listen to Starfucker or Lou Reed. It is horrible and a real drag at parties. I have been living on the perpetual verge of tears. Usually when I break up with boys, I feel very triumphant and gleeful but this time -- !!!
can't handle it when people talk about LA or asians, it reminds me too much of this halfie from Van Nuys I used to date
a lot of crazy girl feelings inside of me, they keep talking to me and saying we will get back together and be in love for all eternity and read the greatest comics in the world together. but uggggh it was not ok. nothing was OK for the past few months. So why do I only remember the beginning when we were each other's little worlds and I spent all my money and wasted all my grades mothering him?!?!
fuck this shit
i am never kissing a teenage boy again. they are nothing but trouble.
the deepest of space. the chilliest of tundras. the sweatiest of deserts.
today was a great day to get hissed at by a baby owl. I got sunburnt and fired wildly at clay pigeons and sat next to a mormon on the plane, do you have any idea what it's like when you can't shut your front door on them?? Well I lived.
Anyway that was a day trip, and it feels good to be doing interactive things because when I am left in a house, regardless of who is over, I basically zone out and think about David and breakups and listen to Starfucker or Lou Reed. It is horrible and a real drag at parties. I have been living on the perpetual verge of tears. Usually when I break up with boys, I feel very triumphant and gleeful but this time -- !!!
can't handle it when people talk about LA or asians, it reminds me too much of this halfie from Van Nuys I used to date
a lot of crazy girl feelings inside of me, they keep talking to me and saying we will get back together and be in love for all eternity and read the greatest comics in the world together. but uggggh it was not ok. nothing was OK for the past few months. So why do I only remember the beginning when we were each other's little worlds and I spent all my money and wasted all my grades mothering him?!?!
fuck this shit
i am never kissing a teenage boy again. they are nothing but trouble.
the deepest of space. the chilliest of tundras. the sweatiest of deserts.