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I have been really busy making boring, ugly, uninspired work this semester.
I want to read books again because I miss saying big words. This is my vocabulary: "Man, dude, like, something, stuff, but, you know, kind of, sort of, pretty much". It's sort of embarrassing! I used to feel a little smart and informed. I don't really feel that way anymore. I have troubles writing and speaking and showing any semblance of articulation. I know my smarts are there. I used to have them. But then I went to art school and I stopped writing and reading altogether. The last thing I probably read with any enthusiasm was Harry Potter 7, and before that it would have been Harry Potter 6. GOD. DAMN.
Who knew that you had to maintain your brains.
I saw the Dandy Warhols last night, I love them so much but I wish they would lay off the ganja. Something is making them really boring and slow.
I'm working at school but I'm pulling a b average for my current classes. Saaaad. I don't have a lot of time to do anything but I don't have fantastic As to show for the effort. Senior year is going to drop in like 11 months OH GOD I hope I can make art by then!!! fuuuuuuuuuuc
back to drawing pizza cutters in forced perspective on crumpled paper using coquille board and black prisma colored pencils, jeez i hope this will make me a better artist, but who knows
I met some boy, he's pretty cool. he knows how to throw a classy temper tantrum, I've been looking for a guy who can do this for so long
that's all!
I want to read books again because I miss saying big words. This is my vocabulary: "Man, dude, like, something, stuff, but, you know, kind of, sort of, pretty much". It's sort of embarrassing! I used to feel a little smart and informed. I don't really feel that way anymore. I have troubles writing and speaking and showing any semblance of articulation. I know my smarts are there. I used to have them. But then I went to art school and I stopped writing and reading altogether. The last thing I probably read with any enthusiasm was Harry Potter 7, and before that it would have been Harry Potter 6. GOD. DAMN.
Who knew that you had to maintain your brains.
I saw the Dandy Warhols last night, I love them so much but I wish they would lay off the ganja. Something is making them really boring and slow.
I'm working at school but I'm pulling a b average for my current classes. Saaaad. I don't have a lot of time to do anything but I don't have fantastic As to show for the effort. Senior year is going to drop in like 11 months OH GOD I hope I can make art by then!!! fuuuuuuuuuuc
back to drawing pizza cutters in forced perspective on crumpled paper using coquille board and black prisma colored pencils, jeez i hope this will make me a better artist, but who knows
I met some boy, he's pretty cool. he knows how to throw a classy temper tantrum, I've been looking for a guy who can do this for so long
that's all!