Feb 24, 2005 15:44
well...i can walk with this HUGE ASS KNEE BRACE but i suppose it is somewhat better than crutches...
yea snow sucks...it's snowing now and snow means that THE BORO GAME WAS POSTPONED TO TOMORROW AT 6:30 AT HOME...which sucks because i wanted to watch it tonight...oh well...and also walking in the snow, when it's only your third day of walking, is very scary!
but there are positives to the snow...possible delayed opening or off tomorrow...since the game is canceled i have more time to write my research paper for history...if there is a delayed opening i get to sleep more and if school is closed...well what's better than that?
anywho...my knee did not hurt too much today...it was mainly my calf because i guess the muscle is starting to slowly form again. ugh it sucks my left calf is like FIVE INCHES smaller than my right calf. same thing with my thigh...my left leg looks like i'm from some 3rd world country where they do not provide razors or lotion...haha...ugh but it sucks...i mean i used to have HUGE calf muscles and now they won't be back for weeks...maybe months ! oh boy!
throughout this whole me being injured thing...i realized what a pessimist i am. i mean it's hard NOT to be when you can't walk or play sports when that is ALL YOU DO but, like, it's really sad. and i'm mad at myself for that but i dunno...i can't help it ! i'm also starting to get really snappy at my mom and dad now and it sucks because i don't mean to take it out on them but i am!
what to do...what to do...:(