Nov 21, 2005 08:53
Gosh, it is so funny how out of touch I get with things I usually enjoy. I guess the many tasks I take upon myself as of late has left me neglecting many of the things I truly enjoy. Since I have gotten pregnant again I have stopped reading as avidly as I once did; I find myself completely drained around 6 p.m. I am very sad about missing my art and creativeness I once possessed. I am sure this isn't permanent, but it sure does puzzle me for the time being. I suppose being a mother of a young one takes up most of my time; as well as the many errands I must make during the week to accomplish things not only for myself but for my husband as well. This has left me feeling empty on some level. I no longer seek excitement but find comfort in the daily routine. I am sure like all things, this too will come to past.
I am very excited to spend the holidays with my family who I miss with all of my being. I trully can't wait until I move closer and may enjoy seeing them more often. J. and I have decided to move even closer than we had planned before; he has decided to commute so I may benefit from being close while he goes on his cruises for six plus months. This will come in handy when I have two young ones to care for. San Diego is such a nice place to live, but sometimes having people close to you out-weigh the luxuriousness of living near the coast. I can't wait!
This is the update for now.. I need to catch up on my friend's entries...