Aug 24, 2005 21:56
Man oh man I do NOT want to leave. I'm attempting to pack but I can't seem to get anywhere. I'm excited to see the apartment and everyone I've missed, but I'm also really reluctant to leave everyone here. I'm going to miss this summer so so much, because it's proved to be one of the best yet. I feel like I've changed, and it sounds so corny to say that, but I really do. I don't know I have more confidence I think, and I'm not as easily walked on. I mean come on, I'm wearing jeans for Christ's sake!
I feel I have this knack for seeing people as they really are... perhaps it's just clearer vision, either way I've cleaned up my life and am happy with the result. At the same time I'm a bit apprehensive about this coming year. I hope not too much changes, although I know that's impossible. *shrugs* A girl can hope right?
Any crap, I want to see everyone, one last time before I go. So holler at me people! haha
Ok off to actually pack up the car. Pray for Roxie and I, becasue this trip will be interesting for sure.