Jan 15, 2006 21:14
it was a long weekend...
i went to cmu on thursday, i was there untill like 430ish saturday... its was jeanells birthday so i suprised her by showing up, later she told me i wasnt allowed to suprise her anymore, it was so much fun up there, and it was great to see ppl i havent seen in forever, i wish i woulda been able to see every1 more but it was juss to hard last semester, but with as much fun as i had there, everything seemed really really different, i cant really describe it, but it just felt totally different, and i felt way outta place, as soon as i got home i was wishin i was there, and since there was almost nothin to do last night for most of the night i wanted to still be there, i dont think im gonna head back up there as much as i was telling ppl, especally if i keep gettin the wierd vibe i felt this time...
saturday night i got home from central and after a couple of hours of boredem, i met steve and jason at the bean, and then brett came, and whitney was there later, i was glad that i got to see jason, i had been wondering how things were goin at kendall, i wish it had juss been me him and brett, cuz when other ppl are around jason is completely different, and hes pretty douchey, it sucks cuz i can see losing him as a friend in the not so distant future, cuz hes going down a billy like path... today, sunday, i didnt do anything, there was no1 to do anyhting with, went over to ryans to watch the 2nd half of the bears/panthers game, but then i came home and ive been looking for soemthin to do since... i think i need to get something that can occupy my mind for long periods of time, cuz if i get too bored and lose my mind, i cant see it being good...