Feb 16, 2005 19:11
So I'm facing the job dilemma AGAIN. I met with my new boss today for the real estate gig. The business was bought out by him. I've been hanging on to a promise for 4 months of a raise. I go into this meeting expecting to hear that I was getting the raise I completely deserve. Instead, he has me sign a contract saying I pay my own taxes and I do not get my raise. He was really brash and I just do not get a good vibe whatsoever. He was completely rude to everyone around him. I can't work like this!!! This job was so much fun and I couldn't wait for my assignments every time. Now all of a sudden, its becoming work...and if I'm not getting paid enough to work hard, why bother?! The idea of me working 2 jobs was to make an assload of money, not to kill myself. I'll be breaking even after gas and taxes now. I just paid off the camera I had to buy myself for work.
I just have to face the fact that I can't work 2 full time jobs AND manage this household. Lets face it, no one else is going to do the housework, right?
I guess I just got greedy. We're finally comfortable, no debt,
we can buy things we want now without pinching pennies. I'm just scared its going to happen again when I get back in school this fall.
I'm so bummed out right now and I have to find a decent way to bow out of this job without looking unprofessional. sigh.