Aug 01, 2007 14:15
completely removing someone from my life is hard. all morning i've been moving shit around, sneezing my ass off because his stuff has collected so much dust over these past few months. making this possibly haunted apartment my own isn't going to be easy. once all of his stuff is packed and stacked and stored neatly in the closet...i'm really not left with much. i don't have much stuff at all. hmmmm.
anyway i'm wondering for how long i can do this. be single. live by myself. no friends. no sex. it's pretty scary.
now i'm left with an apartment and a life that's a complete fucking mess. just me, wallowing in my own shit.
i miss you. both of you. all of you.