I'm not okay... I promise

[agoobagoo]

Well well well. Things are pretty hectic in my life as always. I am trying to take things in stride, though. Gordon is selling our condo to make money and he wants to take my mom with him to Lancaster because the real estate is cheaper up there. My mom doesn't want us to change schools so Gordon suggested that Bobby and I go live with our dad. My mom doesn't like that idea either and neither do I. He tried to bribe her by offering to buy her a new car and half of the money from the sale of the condo. I was thinking that I could get emancipated or something and get a roomate (I heard Jessica and Sarah had that idea, maybe I could join?). The other option is for my mom to just let go of her pride and we can all three of us share a one-bedroom apartment until my mom gets back on her feet. Damn it, I am so stressed out. Also, next year will be expensive so I was thinking of getting a summer job. I am aiming for about $2000. (I also have to take summer school to make up my fail in math).

P.S. Bianca, I got the Breaking Benjamin CD if you want a copy of it just ask.