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On Tuesday, I went back to Justin's house and he kept wanting to talk to me alone. We talked for a long time and when it came up that I had never had a real first kiss, he gave me one. Then we talked some more and he walked me home. The only problem with Justin is that he seems a little insane, a little stupid, and he smokes like a chimney. He is a nice guy despite all that and he told me that he likes me. I've been trying to ignore him so that he'll leave me alone because it just wouldn't work. We are too different. He came to my house on Wednesday and I told him that I don't know him well enough to have a relationship. I haven't seen him since then. I can't make up my mind whether that is a good thing or not. Oh well, I am sure there is someone right out there for me. I just haven't found him yet. Man, it seems like I only attract losers.
Tootles