Sep 17, 2004 22:19
WEll, my birthday is in two days. Nobody from school (except Bianca) wished me a happy birthday today. Last year I didn't tell anyone it was my birthday and they didn't like that because they wanted to know ahead of time I guess and I told them like four days ago and since then no one has said anything to me. So I felt kinda depressed today because my most important milestone as of late will have gone by as unnoticed as just another day. I am not having a party because my mom is horrible at handling her money and therefore can't afford it. I thought I could handle not having a party, but the closer the day comes, the more sad I feel. I was talking to my mom about it today and she's like, "maybe we can do something with your friends in October." But what's the fuckin point in that. I might as well just deal with it and not do anything. This whole thing is fuckin retarded.
Tootles.