Mediocraty
I am disgusted with mediocraty. I am disgusted with being disgusted. The little things in life that used to be enough to make me happy feel strangely inadequate at the moment. Part of it maybe the time of year. I always feel a little bit dead inside after fall. However I am feeling so much more acutely this year for some reason. Usually I can put my finger on what is going on, but again for some strange reason I can't. It isn't my friends, most of them are spectacular and I wouldn't trade them for the world. It isn't my job, it is new and still getting used to it. I always seem to have a good time on weekends because of my friends too. I mean hell, TV even sucks worse than usual these days. I only watch like one show, Las Vegas, and it sucked ass this week too.
I don't know, maybe I am just thirsty for more. And I guess that I have no one to blame about this but myself. At least that has always been my mantra. Want a change? Then change. Just like TV. However, I am at a loss. Things are good, but at the same time worse than they've ever been. Yuck, maybe i just need a vacation. Maybe I just need something new. Who knows, maybe this is what "real" life is like. Eh, to hell with that.
Oh well, if you have made it through this rant, congratulations. If you wanna drink over Thanksgiving let me know. Big outing on Friday in downtown Minneapolis. Should be fun, maybe I will find something new then.
I don't know, maybe I am just thirsty for more. And I guess that I have no one to blame about this but myself. At least that has always been my mantra. Want a change? Then change. Just like TV. However, I am at a loss. Things are good, but at the same time worse than they've ever been. Yuck, maybe i just need a vacation. Maybe I just need something new. Who knows, maybe this is what "real" life is like. Eh, to hell with that.
Oh well, if you have made it through this rant, congratulations. If you wanna drink over Thanksgiving let me know. Big outing on Friday in downtown Minneapolis. Should be fun, maybe I will find something new then.