Oct 13, 2005 23:27
Aaron, rudy and I went out tonite. It was definately a good time. It was kind of weird though. Since college i seem to have lost my ability to flirt in bars. I saw three girls tonite, one of which talked to me, that i thought were attractive and didn't really do anything about. Either I am just dumb and think too much of myself, or I need to get back in the saddle and figure this shit out again. It felt really weird as i said because i feel like if i went over and said hi and introduced myself that it would have been fine, but the old really shy pre-college Dave took over and i just stood there and talked to my friends as if these women didn't exist. What the hell is wrong with me? two years ago it would have been all over with. I think I am slipping. Oh well, must be getting old or something.