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so im supposed to be going to leesburg this weekend with bobby to see zoee buttttt bobby isnt telling his parents so yeah he'll probably bail out on me at the last minute. road trip anyone? I will get up there some how. i have to get a ring dance dress soon and not around here. well i cut my hair last night. really super short. ill put pictures on here later because photo bucket isnt working right now.
last night we put cream of mushroom soup and chunky chili on donna and billys door but lexy got us caught and danielle stole mandes keys so we had to clean it up because billy was whining. haha. it was well worth it though. i miss going over there.
things are kind of getting back to normal now. i guess. well no. actually i dont know. im just confused and lonely but content with being alone. i dont know what i want and i dont like pressure.
my plan of waiting things out is failing miserably. its just making it harder for things to be comfortable. well actually im not waiting it out at all. im too impatient and rediculous for this. im stupid and way strongerthan i make myself out to be. and i should respect myself way more than i do. i guess i just like a challenge. No. I need a challenge. and youre too good at making this challenging. or impossible?
last night we put cream of mushroom soup and chunky chili on donna and billys door but lexy got us caught and danielle stole mandes keys so we had to clean it up because billy was whining. haha. it was well worth it though. i miss going over there.
things are kind of getting back to normal now. i guess. well no. actually i dont know. im just confused and lonely but content with being alone. i dont know what i want and i dont like pressure.
my plan of waiting things out is failing miserably. its just making it harder for things to be comfortable. well actually im not waiting it out at all. im too impatient and rediculous for this. im stupid and way strongerthan i make myself out to be. and i should respect myself way more than i do. i guess i just like a challenge. No. I need a challenge. and youre too good at making this challenging. or impossible?