Oct 20, 2005 23:23
i just fucking want to be happy again.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
In creative writing i had to so an assignment and i wrote exactly how i feel and i had to read it out loud to the class and i read it and they all just looked at me and my teacher asked me if i needed to go to guidance.
That isnt fucking normal.
And nothing is changing.
I'm happy for a few days then i start thinking and something little goes wrong and i break down.
I just want everything to go back to normal.
I need to start over.
I need to get the hell out of here.