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[agnstallodds]

i feel like i have let down all of my friends. Lexy has been my friend since i moved here and has called me everyday for the past two weeks and i havnt called her once. I havnt hung out with her or danielle in over a month and i feel like shit for it. i guess i was scared of losing zoe so i wanted to spend as much time with her as i could and thats exactly what i did. and now shes leaving and mande moved to va beach so i never get to see her and im left at hickory with people who probably wont care to be my friend anymore. and i wouldnt blame them for it. and i know it seems like im just running back to them because mande and zoe are gone but thats not why. ive just realized how ive been acting and i hate that feeling. So im sorry and you know who you are.
On another note im glad me and jeremy are friends again.