lights out im lost

[agnesofguilt]

so really, what the fuck is going on????
tsunamied planet?
shifting degrees?
new years parties.
people waiting in long lines for toys, cds,watches,cologne,blenders,i pods,cell phone stickers that light up when you get a call, ...........other side of the world.........................................................................................................................................................................
water, food,husbands ,wives, sisters, brothers, best, friends, second, cousins
houses

this year; this swirling of time around me, like water. ..hah, irony.
people fading in and out like cristmas lights.
memories stored, others left aside.
things left unsaid,remarks made too hastilly,
places i went, others i ran from
the things i have seen, those i refused to
the things i regret
everything is wierd