Sukhvir BETRAYED US!!!
As always in times of sadness, watching Lord of the Rings brings me some solace. I am a living breathing Gollum...
Gollum: Master betrayed us!
So much for "It's my decision in the end, I am never getting an arranged marriage" and "Of course I am not going to do it, I love you more than anything and cannot live without you!"
[Seana cries.]
Mom: "Seana. Why do you cry, Seana?"
Seana: "Cruel men hurts us. Sukhvir tricksed us."
Mom: "Of course he did. I told you he was tricksy. I told you he was false."
Seana: "Sukhvir was our friend - our friend."
[Mom looks at Seana, confused.]
Seana: "SUKHVIR betrayed us!"
Seana: "No, no it was love. Leave us alone."
Seana: "Filthy little Indians! They stole it from us!"
Seana: "No… no."
Mom: "What did he steal?"
Seana: "My… SUKHVIR! Argh!"
Frodo:"How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart you begin to understand there *is* no going back? There are some things time cannot mend. Some hurts that go to deep...and take hold."
Frodo: "I can't do this, Sam."
Sam: "I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo, the ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger they were. 'Cause sometimes you didn't want to know the end because how could the end be happy? How can the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end it's only a passing thing. A shadow even darkness must pass. A new day will come and when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you, that meant something even if you were to small to understand why. But I think Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folks in those stories had lots of chances in turning back only they didn't. They kept going because they were holding on to something."
Frodo: "What are we holding onto, Sam?"
Sam: "That there's some good left in this world, Mr. Frodo, and it's worth fighting for."
What good is left in this world? How can I pick up the threads of an old life? This is so much worse than leaving Australia, and graduating college... I knew that those would be traumatic life altering events, and knew that they had to happen. This did not have to happen! I have turned into gollum talking to myself, "he knew he was lying, no he didnt he loves you, maybe he didnt think his parents would do this, he didnt love me if he could do this, he didnt lead you on and still does love you..."analyzed everything over and over again, and I did everything in my power to make it work. It should have worked! HOW CAN THE END BE HAPPY???? He better not get over me for a VERY LONG TIME!
Gollum: Master betrayed us!
So much for "It's my decision in the end, I am never getting an arranged marriage" and "Of course I am not going to do it, I love you more than anything and cannot live without you!"
[Seana cries.]
Mom: "Seana. Why do you cry, Seana?"
Seana: "Cruel men hurts us. Sukhvir tricksed us."
Mom: "Of course he did. I told you he was tricksy. I told you he was false."
Seana: "Sukhvir was our friend - our friend."
[Mom looks at Seana, confused.]
Seana: "SUKHVIR betrayed us!"
Seana: "No, no it was love. Leave us alone."
Seana: "Filthy little Indians! They stole it from us!"
Seana: "No… no."
Mom: "What did he steal?"
Seana: "My… SUKHVIR! Argh!"
Frodo:"How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart you begin to understand there *is* no going back? There are some things time cannot mend. Some hurts that go to deep...and take hold."
Frodo: "I can't do this, Sam."
Sam: "I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo, the ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger they were. 'Cause sometimes you didn't want to know the end because how could the end be happy? How can the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end it's only a passing thing. A shadow even darkness must pass. A new day will come and when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you, that meant something even if you were to small to understand why. But I think Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folks in those stories had lots of chances in turning back only they didn't. They kept going because they were holding on to something."
Frodo: "What are we holding onto, Sam?"
Sam: "That there's some good left in this world, Mr. Frodo, and it's worth fighting for."
What good is left in this world? How can I pick up the threads of an old life? This is so much worse than leaving Australia, and graduating college... I knew that those would be traumatic life altering events, and knew that they had to happen. This did not have to happen! I have turned into gollum talking to myself, "he knew he was lying, no he didnt he loves you, maybe he didnt think his parents would do this, he didnt love me if he could do this, he didnt lead you on and still does love you..."analyzed everything over and over again, and I did everything in my power to make it work. It should have worked! HOW CAN THE END BE HAPPY???? He better not get over me for a VERY LONG TIME!