May 19, 2005 23:06
today sucked tommorrows ganna suck and pretty mutch the rest of my life but mostly im ganna get told how mutch i suck tommarow and how im a failure but good news is if i eat the way i do now ill be dead in a few years so thats something to look forward to have u ever wanted something ur not alowd to have yet people tell u to try and ull get it but after trying for so long they tel l u to try for something else but u refuse to give up it sucks owell im sure all u asshols dont want to read about my problems so if u dont want to just scroolll down past this
yea welll life sucks i had to work in my yard and get bitched at all night by the devils right hand man the antichrist aka my steap dad. then got bitched at by my dad for not having my hw doneyet then bye my mom cause my rooms not clean it fucken sucked i hate my life there is not ne real happy times ne more it s just all sad shyt + schools almost over and while all of u enjoy ur weekends i will be working 12 - 15 hr days every day of the week and the days that i dont i will be being bitched at and none of my suposed freinds are goin to call talk to me at all simular to last summer. but its ok im used to having no one. its pointless to surround urself with others and u have to hide ur emotions ne ways none of u probly read that and it dont matter this is probly my last jounal entry till next school year mabie on the last day of school but man do i hate summer.
so have fun if with the rest of ur lives