good bye and so long
well probation is a drag that goes without saying between this and myspace i cant help but feel like an emo kid trying to voice his life out to the public l0l well im getting my room painted and here is some progress 
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those conversatoins weren't altered because I remember the first moment you moved up to sanford the little flings and shit that were occuring. I'm not choosing sides, and I'm just fucking saying clean up your own mess and stop playing the pity vitcim situation.
I know it feels like you're alone. BUt look around and look at all the damage you've caused. The pain you've put me through, the pain you but Jason through, chris through, every single one of your friends and you're family. We've been cleaning up your messes.
Babe, I'm still here for you but I just can't stand covering up with lies anymore. I'm trying to start my life as an adult, going to college, and with you breaking down and dragging me down with you, I just can't do it. You're becoming that strain on my life, making me worry every few minutes....
I still love you and I'm still here for you no matter what, just stop it. Stop lying. Stop overexaggerating. Stop making it seem like you're the victim out of every situation. Stop making it seem like everyone is the sadistic fuck out there to get you.
WE're all a little crazy somtimes but baby, please get yourself together for us. Look into getting help. This isn't healthy for you. Please, I'm begging you just how you begged me.
This is your last chance to start a clean slate, and this time, tell teh truth and be honest to others and yourself.
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