...I want to be home.
The longer I'm in this world, the more I realize I want to be back home. Maybe there, Taichou will at least somewhat focus on the important things. Like, perhaps, AIZEN.
I meant to try to post yesterday, but this world has been crazy. And sad. And depressing. I'm not someone who appreciates change. Everything has its place and role, and in this world, I have no role. No purpose. I am not supposed to be here. Why doesn't my Captain see that? Why can't he see that we do not belong in this place. We have a home, a purpose, back in the Soul Society, and yet he seems content to stay here. My Captain does not want to leave.
I found him, but I still feel restless and alone. He seems to have changed in this place, as if everything that made him a man I respected has begun to deteriorate in this new world. I am alone.
I just...I need to get out of here.