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so far, 2006 is proving to be the worst and fucking me over, completely.
i can't go back to oneonta. not i can't as in a failed out or something, can't as in my dr. "advises me not to until we've figured out what is wrong" yeah. i have to take a semester off because whenever this is finally diagnosed, i will have been dropped from my classes plus there is no way of catching up. just when i made a comfortable life at oneonta with good friends, i have to leave it. i'm so fucking upset there is really no way to describe it. i'm just going to stop there.
i can't go back to oneonta. not i can't as in a failed out or something, can't as in my dr. "advises me not to until we've figured out what is wrong" yeah. i have to take a semester off because whenever this is finally diagnosed, i will have been dropped from my classes plus there is no way of catching up. just when i made a comfortable life at oneonta with good friends, i have to leave it. i'm so fucking upset there is really no way to describe it. i'm just going to stop there.