the whole truth, and nothing but it
To say that it's been a crazy week is the biggest understatement of my life.
I'm done with the drama and the bullshit and the arguing. I honestly just want to move on with my life. And that's the whole truth - regardless of my position, my duty, my role as an officer. I'm damn proud of my class, but I can't handle any more expectations about BATTLE, when it's done and over with. I put my life on hold for Battle enough as it is - and if you didn't get the memo, I have to return to caring about my other priorities, like possibly getting into college (which is a pretty bleak notion at this point).
Bottom line - don't tell me how to handle this. I'm proud, I'm happy - but honest to God the whole truth and nothing but the truth is that this isn't how I wanted it to happen. There I fucking said it.
The next couple of weeks look pretty bleak.
Prom, Tribes, Showcase, SAT's, AP Testing, Finals.
I'm thinking about writing my own obituary to save someone else the trouble.
I'm done with the drama and the bullshit and the arguing. I honestly just want to move on with my life. And that's the whole truth - regardless of my position, my duty, my role as an officer. I'm damn proud of my class, but I can't handle any more expectations about BATTLE, when it's done and over with. I put my life on hold for Battle enough as it is - and if you didn't get the memo, I have to return to caring about my other priorities, like possibly getting into college (which is a pretty bleak notion at this point).
Bottom line - don't tell me how to handle this. I'm proud, I'm happy - but honest to God the whole truth and nothing but the truth is that this isn't how I wanted it to happen. There I fucking said it.
The next couple of weeks look pretty bleak.
Prom, Tribes, Showcase, SAT's, AP Testing, Finals.
I'm thinking about writing my own obituary to save someone else the trouble.