Mar 29, 2011 10:19
Last night was the first night in a while where I made a point to not take a sleeping pill as I tend to automatically with my others. I flux between ambien- which is rare lately, and this other one more often that is less a dedicated sleeping pill (and I can't remember the name), but really helps me get to and stay asleep. Anyway, I feel more or less fine though I fell asleep much much later than normal and couldn't stay there.
OR SO I THOUGHT I FELT OK I am balancing on a very tenuous line between hardcore emoting and really, just fine. Boss called me in because I'm replying more curtly and frowning. I go in there and tell him right away I hate my job, hate it, hate him and then water starts seeping from my eyes uncontrollably. It ended much better, but I guess I needed to get that out.