Doctor today was fine. Dude looked up my butt with tools and etc. He says all he can see is a small FISSURE and tells me that if the buttfoam and more fiber + more poos does not help the sometimes massive bleeding issue that he'll recommend me to a specialist as they are all pretty much just GPs there. They took some blood to test for things and anemia. I got fiber samples. Overall a win.
I've been stressed and overworked at HQ. Went to HR, got a resolution and a big dose of hope and I've resolved to be happy for now. I work at a good place y'all. For all the stress it gives me, where else would allow me to watch Hell's Kitchen while I do my bitch work?
I'm overeating again, probably because of the stress. One day I resolve to not be fat. A change in happy pills might help, but they make me so level it's hard to want to switch. WOE