Energy Flowing Upstream

[agile_ares]

I wander off into the night
myself is all I blame
that living seems a dullish sight
and death seems all the same.

I can not close my eyes and yet
when I do I see my living
enacted in a different way
and the subconscious is unforgiving.

If only I could feel my heart
begin to beat again
then I would make its AED
my lover and my friend.

Until then I will rest tonight
and bid you all adieu
for I can only see your happieness
and hate each and every one of you.