Aug 04, 2005 00:04
So I've been generally eating a little better, reaching for fruits and yogurts over ice cream and popcorn, I'm feeling pretty good about myself. I'm definately going to need more tea to help me when I'm trying to feel a little more full. I'm not going to log food just yet, I'll wait for the points system for that. I'm thinking my goal should be around 150-140. 140 would be just AMAZING, I know liz is that size so I can just visualize it right before me. I made this icon because (it's pretty bad) I've always loved samantha morton's body in In America. She's also going to be my inspiration. I hope I can drop a few before I meet cameron just so I can feel it.
I'm glad that unlike most times I've thought of dieting, this time isn't based in self loathing. I'm feeling pretty good looking, and knowing that I feel like I can just, look better if I set my mind to it. I need to find more friends who aren't Pro-ED or something, so if you stumbled across me, I'd LOVE to be added still. Ah I'm such a LJ whore.