wake

[aghostromance]

here's a game i've been playing.

shawn, let's push away anyone that cares about you.

shawn, let's never let anyone in, ever again.

i am self destructing,

but is it any secret?

i've been doing it for years.

but this was different.

i think you might have meant it, but i cant be sure.

signs and colors and films and heartbeats and. and.. we're not in delaware anymore, where the flowers bloom in the spring.

we never had flowers

so we kissed the face of God and resigned to fall asleep in the field as we laid face down, praying that death would claim us soon.

i've never prayed for anything but redemption