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Wow, Jan.19.2009. easily the worst day of 09' thus far, and so far is the worst day I've had in some time.
First things first; i get to work this morning to find out that I've we don't sell 40 roll ups (which is nearly impossible, considering out best week ever is 23) this week, more than likely we will be shutting down business. as in everyone gets laid off. which bums me out because me, josh and ron have been there since day one and helped build it, from the floor up. and its like seeing it fail now...but is in itself very depressing. and to top that off, half of our employees just up and walked out, like they didn't give a shit. i dunno, its just depressing as hell. so now that puts ME into a financial bind. FML.
Then towards the end of work, Sky (my roommate, in which i DONT like) informs me that Joey ate his ironing bored and shit all over the laundry room. so i leave work and go home and clean up and give her a bath and what not. but i think Joey has developed separation anxiety. because literally this just start like three weeks ago, shes never been destructive like this, ever. i mean shed eat the occasional sock, or something like that. but latley shell eat any shirt, any leash, and shoe, and bowl...anything half way eatable, i.e. ironing boards and the blinds, and fucking WINDOW SEAL. haha. so yeah, i need tire her out before work now. take her on sizeable walks in the morning. hopefully that solves the problem.
but then after i get home and relax i find out that my co-worker josh has thyroid cancer. like...WTF. dude. give today a break already.
i need to get a hold of w2's from spring and shuckums badly. i need to file. and i have no idea how to get them from sprint, at all. and Paula, from shuckums isn't answering her fucking phone either. so that sucks.
i need to get my resume' together now so i can start looking for another job, but the only question is...do i want to look for a job here, or somewhere else? the only thing keeping me here is my job now. i have no social life her, no reason to stay outside of my job...at all.
the next question that comes to mind is, if not here, then where? florida, given recent events is out of the question. and Tennessee is looking not so good.
so my next thought was...Seattle? haha. yes ladies and gentlemen. this is Me being Me. diving head first without testing the water first. haha. and for some people, this way of thinking is down right outrageous...and rightfully so. but what some people dont, and cant grasp is what it is to really be a hopeless romantic. to be will to do fucking ANYTHING for the person that has your heart. and unless you are a hopeless romantic yourself, i wont expect you to see eye to eye with me on this. but know somewhere deep down that being this way is what keeps me moving, and keeps my head up through all of the bullshit i have been through in my life. my endless search for true love is what keeps my eyes off of the floor and striding on. But, i truly have someone special here. and she makes it perfectly clear, that we live in a small fucking world.
and she is the only reason i haven't collapsed given today and all of the bullshit that has gone down over the past 24 hours.
i checked craigslist, and it doesnt seem like the "recession" has really hit Seattle very hard. and rent is cheap there. not to mention, its been a long while since ive lived in a major city. much less the west coast. i miss it all. terribly.
so i think im moving soon, i think i am getting laid off soon. i think my only friend here had cancer. and my dog eats everything because of separation anxiety...but somehow, she makes it all not seem so fucked up. THATS whats up.
First things first; i get to work this morning to find out that I've we don't sell 40 roll ups (which is nearly impossible, considering out best week ever is 23) this week, more than likely we will be shutting down business. as in everyone gets laid off. which bums me out because me, josh and ron have been there since day one and helped build it, from the floor up. and its like seeing it fail now...but is in itself very depressing. and to top that off, half of our employees just up and walked out, like they didn't give a shit. i dunno, its just depressing as hell. so now that puts ME into a financial bind. FML.
Then towards the end of work, Sky (my roommate, in which i DONT like) informs me that Joey ate his ironing bored and shit all over the laundry room. so i leave work and go home and clean up and give her a bath and what not. but i think Joey has developed separation anxiety. because literally this just start like three weeks ago, shes never been destructive like this, ever. i mean shed eat the occasional sock, or something like that. but latley shell eat any shirt, any leash, and shoe, and bowl...anything half way eatable, i.e. ironing boards and the blinds, and fucking WINDOW SEAL. haha. so yeah, i need tire her out before work now. take her on sizeable walks in the morning. hopefully that solves the problem.
but then after i get home and relax i find out that my co-worker josh has thyroid cancer. like...WTF. dude. give today a break already.
i need to get a hold of w2's from spring and shuckums badly. i need to file. and i have no idea how to get them from sprint, at all. and Paula, from shuckums isn't answering her fucking phone either. so that sucks.
i need to get my resume' together now so i can start looking for another job, but the only question is...do i want to look for a job here, or somewhere else? the only thing keeping me here is my job now. i have no social life her, no reason to stay outside of my job...at all.
the next question that comes to mind is, if not here, then where? florida, given recent events is out of the question. and Tennessee is looking not so good.
so my next thought was...Seattle? haha. yes ladies and gentlemen. this is Me being Me. diving head first without testing the water first. haha. and for some people, this way of thinking is down right outrageous...and rightfully so. but what some people dont, and cant grasp is what it is to really be a hopeless romantic. to be will to do fucking ANYTHING for the person that has your heart. and unless you are a hopeless romantic yourself, i wont expect you to see eye to eye with me on this. but know somewhere deep down that being this way is what keeps me moving, and keeps my head up through all of the bullshit i have been through in my life. my endless search for true love is what keeps my eyes off of the floor and striding on. But, i truly have someone special here. and she makes it perfectly clear, that we live in a small fucking world.
and she is the only reason i haven't collapsed given today and all of the bullshit that has gone down over the past 24 hours.
i checked craigslist, and it doesnt seem like the "recession" has really hit Seattle very hard. and rent is cheap there. not to mention, its been a long while since ive lived in a major city. much less the west coast. i miss it all. terribly.
so i think im moving soon, i think i am getting laid off soon. i think my only friend here had cancer. and my dog eats everything because of separation anxiety...but somehow, she makes it all not seem so fucked up. THATS whats up.