Hurt me once shame on you; Hurt me twice shame on me.
That was my last entry but i have been aching to say this...
It was nice the first few months were blissful like always, but then the distance started again I noticed a pattern and I should have ended it then because I knew what was going to happen. Every time you made a new best friend it seemed like you fell in love with them and I knew this was going to happen again I just didn't want to believe it.
Its better this way but I feel so angry and hurt and betrayed that you did this it was the same with Lisa you didn't have the fucking balls to tell me you didn't want me anymore and how you so easily broke my heart is what hurts the most I guess.
As angry as I am and as angry as I always be I cant bring myself to say I hate you even though I feel like I was just around to help pass the time until you found someone else.
I don't need pity, I don't need any stupid shit like that anymore because honestly I don't care and you told me you were gay the fact that you aren't hurts too and it makes me sick to think I believed you for a third time that you would never hurt me again.
Whatever though.
Ciao.
It was nice the first few months were blissful like always, but then the distance started again I noticed a pattern and I should have ended it then because I knew what was going to happen. Every time you made a new best friend it seemed like you fell in love with them and I knew this was going to happen again I just didn't want to believe it.
Its better this way but I feel so angry and hurt and betrayed that you did this it was the same with Lisa you didn't have the fucking balls to tell me you didn't want me anymore and how you so easily broke my heart is what hurts the most I guess.
As angry as I am and as angry as I always be I cant bring myself to say I hate you even though I feel like I was just around to help pass the time until you found someone else.
I don't need pity, I don't need any stupid shit like that anymore because honestly I don't care and you told me you were gay the fact that you aren't hurts too and it makes me sick to think I believed you for a third time that you would never hurt me again.
Whatever though.
Ciao.