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Title: My Final Goodbye
Author: aggressivebitch
Chapter: Oneshot
Genre: Horror.
Warnings: Character deaths, Suicide, Murder, Blood, Gore.
Disclaimer: If I owned them I wouldn't be writing fics for a living!
Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Summary: I hate you, I hate, I FUCKING HATE YOU!
I smash the picture with my shoe, until the glass is in a million shards beneath my feet. Tears roll my down my cheeks as do it to every picture of us that I had. There are millions of pieces of pictures torn up all over my bedroom and living room. Anything you got me is torn up and burning on the stove, I'm pretty sure there is fire now. I can smell the smoke. My lip curls as I smirk at the thought of killing you both. I have finally lost it, the feeling of love and loss has finally reached the furthest part of my mind.
I don't have any perception anymore, all I care about is getting my revenge. I hold the heavy metal object in my hand. A gun or a baseball bat, I could beat you and her to death or I could just pump you both full of lead. Its such a hard choice. Yes that little bitch of yours wont be so beautiful for long, I will kill you both Aoi. Then you can be together in hell where you belong. I spit the ciggarate out onto the plush carpet watching as the flames start out small then get bigger and bigger.
I step out of the apartment locking the door behind me, but not before tossing the picture of our wedding in the blazing flames. A promise of forever, forever doesn't exist its a lie to hold someone down until you're to toss them away like common garbage. I decided on the gun, I don't care if they find my fingerprints on it because I'll be dead too. I belong in hell, thats my place and its where I will go when I die. Its not that I murdered you and that stupid slutty whore your dating no. Its that I was in a gay relationship with you. Because you fucking promised me you would never leave me, you promised me you would never leave me.
I slam the car door as I get in and look at the clock. You should be in bed now lounging with her. The woman who stole you away from me, or the woman you wanted over me, the woman you cheated on me with. I cry even harder as my heart battles with my mind. My mind wants you dead because of what you did to me, but my hearts its throbbing in agony begging for me to turn around and call for help. I push it into the back of my mind because I know whats going to win. My mind will win, I chose mind over heart this time, last time I chose my heart I got hurt and I am not going to do that again.
I don't care about how fast I am driving you're apartment is not very far away from my mine so I am going to creepingly slow. So I can be sure this is what I want and this is how it will end for me tonight. I won't be in your arms Aoi, no she will be and that makes me wrap my fingers around the steering wheel so tight that my knuckles start to turn pale.
I can't stop the tears from falling as I turn the car off at your place, I still have the key you know, I didn't throw it away or anything. I sit out there for what seems like hours before I get out and make my way up to the entrance. I put on some sunglasses so people dont notice I've been crying, I nod to the door man as he smiles and waves at me. He has no idea what he has just done.
Standing in the elevator I glance at my watch its now been two hours since I left my house, I spent several hours in my car trying to make a final decision on what I was going to do. I take off the sunglasses and tuck them safely in my pocket. A smile touches my lips, not a normal charming smile like your used to, its a sick twisted smirk. One that would be used by a serial murderer or something.
Finally the elevator lets out that soft sound and I step out, you're front door is less than two feet away. I take out the key and stick it in the lock, I can hear you talking softly to that woman making her the same promsies you made me, but of course I know you wont break them to her because you love her. You never loved me, not one bit. I growl as he opened the door and looked around the dark room.
This place seems so unfamilar to me now, like this is the first time I've ever been in it before. Its not though it is the first time I planned on murdering anyone before. I sat down on my bed for days, I didn't answer the phone or the door to anyone I was in a catatonic state of some kind.
I slowly and quietly push the door open to your bedroom and I see you both on the bed, she is sleeping you're laying there awake looking at me with wide shocked eyes. "Uru..what are you doing here..?" You ask and slowly get out of the bed after pushing her arms away; but you stop when I hold out the gun, cocking it. You stop dead in tracks and the woman's eyes open slowly before she sits up and covers her naked body. "Uru...put the gun do-" "Shut up Aoi! Just shut the fuck up!" I scream at you. The gun is shaking in my hands. I can feel my heart pounding in my chest.
You take a few steps back and bit your lip at the sight of what I have become. Wrinkled tattered clothes, bruised, cut, and bleeding skin. "I hate you..I hate you..I FUCKING HATE YOU AOI!" I scream again more tears stream down my cheeks as I let out a loud sob. I point the gun at the woman and pull the trigger three times, smiling as I saw the blood pull from under her chest and stomach. You watch me in pure horror as I point the gun at you and cock it again.
"Uru I thought you understood...I thought you said you would be okay? Please put the gun down." You ask softly almost scared of me. I shake my head quickly and close my eyes, I know you're getting closer I can hear it despite the ringing in my ears from the recently fired gun. The woman's eyes are wide and staring at the ceiling, I finally did it, I killed her after I had wanted to for so long.
"Aoi you don't understand...I loved you, I gave you everything, I was completely devoted your ass and you just dropped me like a used piece of tissue." I hiss out and open my eyes, you are right infront of me now, reaching forward to take the gun. I snatch it away and jump back a few feet so that you can't touch me. "Stay back you bastard...you can't charm your way out of this one Aoi." I whisper softly and rest my finger on the trigger. I made up my mind though, your not going to honey your venom words and confuse me again.
I feel your arms wrap around me and I finally let out a loud painful sob. "Stop it Aoi..just stop it." I push you away harshly and hold the gun up again. My heart throbs again as I look at you. Standing there your hands slightly raised as if defending yourself. I know you're strong and all, but you can't beat a bullet from my gun. I close my eyes tightly and pulled the trigger until it clicks letting my know the chamber is empty of bullets. My ears are ringing from the sudden blows, but when I open my eyes I gasp and look at you.
It all happens in slow motion you fall to your knees holding the multiple wounds to your body. I can see blood leaking through your fingers and I know I finally did, I finally let you feel the pain I had been feeling. Is this how it was suposed to be? I look over at the dead bitch and feel no sympathy for her, but then I look at you and sob even more unable to stop them as I fall to my own knees and catch you in my arms. "Don't you see baby? it was the only way...you hurt me...you ripped my heart and stepped all over it, using it ruthlessly." I stroked your cheek with a smile on my lips leaning down to kiss your lips. I could taste the blood behind it and I let out a soft moan, you weren't kissing back though because you were dead.
I open the chamber to the gun and blink when I see one more bullet, I could swear it was empty, but no this is how it was suposed to be, I was suposed to die right next to him, I was going to hell, but that was okay with me. I could deal with it, I'm sorry things ended like this Aoi, but its what had to be done. I try to think of a way to do it without making it look so damn messy. I don't want to lay around and bleed to death, but I guess I'll have too. Pain wrecks through my body as the gun goes off into my side. Tears fall down my cheeks again as I lay down against your chest our blood mixing; Yes if we can't be together in life then we can be in death. I grip your shirt and blink slowly a peaceful smile touching my lips as I can finally find inner peace with myself after all these months. This is my final goodbye and I am glad I got to spend it with you.
Author: aggressivebitch
Chapter: Oneshot
Genre: Horror.
Warnings: Character deaths, Suicide, Murder, Blood, Gore.
Disclaimer: If I owned them I wouldn't be writing fics for a living!
Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Aoi/Uruha
Summary: I hate you, I hate, I FUCKING HATE YOU!
I smash the picture with my shoe, until the glass is in a million shards beneath my feet. Tears roll my down my cheeks as do it to every picture of us that I had. There are millions of pieces of pictures torn up all over my bedroom and living room. Anything you got me is torn up and burning on the stove, I'm pretty sure there is fire now. I can smell the smoke. My lip curls as I smirk at the thought of killing you both. I have finally lost it, the feeling of love and loss has finally reached the furthest part of my mind.
I don't have any perception anymore, all I care about is getting my revenge. I hold the heavy metal object in my hand. A gun or a baseball bat, I could beat you and her to death or I could just pump you both full of lead. Its such a hard choice. Yes that little bitch of yours wont be so beautiful for long, I will kill you both Aoi. Then you can be together in hell where you belong. I spit the ciggarate out onto the plush carpet watching as the flames start out small then get bigger and bigger.
I step out of the apartment locking the door behind me, but not before tossing the picture of our wedding in the blazing flames. A promise of forever, forever doesn't exist its a lie to hold someone down until you're to toss them away like common garbage. I decided on the gun, I don't care if they find my fingerprints on it because I'll be dead too. I belong in hell, thats my place and its where I will go when I die. Its not that I murdered you and that stupid slutty whore your dating no. Its that I was in a gay relationship with you. Because you fucking promised me you would never leave me, you promised me you would never leave me.
I slam the car door as I get in and look at the clock. You should be in bed now lounging with her. The woman who stole you away from me, or the woman you wanted over me, the woman you cheated on me with. I cry even harder as my heart battles with my mind. My mind wants you dead because of what you did to me, but my hearts its throbbing in agony begging for me to turn around and call for help. I push it into the back of my mind because I know whats going to win. My mind will win, I chose mind over heart this time, last time I chose my heart I got hurt and I am not going to do that again.
I don't care about how fast I am driving you're apartment is not very far away from my mine so I am going to creepingly slow. So I can be sure this is what I want and this is how it will end for me tonight. I won't be in your arms Aoi, no she will be and that makes me wrap my fingers around the steering wheel so tight that my knuckles start to turn pale.
I can't stop the tears from falling as I turn the car off at your place, I still have the key you know, I didn't throw it away or anything. I sit out there for what seems like hours before I get out and make my way up to the entrance. I put on some sunglasses so people dont notice I've been crying, I nod to the door man as he smiles and waves at me. He has no idea what he has just done.
Standing in the elevator I glance at my watch its now been two hours since I left my house, I spent several hours in my car trying to make a final decision on what I was going to do. I take off the sunglasses and tuck them safely in my pocket. A smile touches my lips, not a normal charming smile like your used to, its a sick twisted smirk. One that would be used by a serial murderer or something.
Finally the elevator lets out that soft sound and I step out, you're front door is less than two feet away. I take out the key and stick it in the lock, I can hear you talking softly to that woman making her the same promsies you made me, but of course I know you wont break them to her because you love her. You never loved me, not one bit. I growl as he opened the door and looked around the dark room.
This place seems so unfamilar to me now, like this is the first time I've ever been in it before. Its not though it is the first time I planned on murdering anyone before. I sat down on my bed for days, I didn't answer the phone or the door to anyone I was in a catatonic state of some kind.
I slowly and quietly push the door open to your bedroom and I see you both on the bed, she is sleeping you're laying there awake looking at me with wide shocked eyes. "Uru..what are you doing here..?" You ask and slowly get out of the bed after pushing her arms away; but you stop when I hold out the gun, cocking it. You stop dead in tracks and the woman's eyes open slowly before she sits up and covers her naked body. "Uru...put the gun do-" "Shut up Aoi! Just shut the fuck up!" I scream at you. The gun is shaking in my hands. I can feel my heart pounding in my chest.
You take a few steps back and bit your lip at the sight of what I have become. Wrinkled tattered clothes, bruised, cut, and bleeding skin. "I hate you..I hate you..I FUCKING HATE YOU AOI!" I scream again more tears stream down my cheeks as I let out a loud sob. I point the gun at the woman and pull the trigger three times, smiling as I saw the blood pull from under her chest and stomach. You watch me in pure horror as I point the gun at you and cock it again.
"Uru I thought you understood...I thought you said you would be okay? Please put the gun down." You ask softly almost scared of me. I shake my head quickly and close my eyes, I know you're getting closer I can hear it despite the ringing in my ears from the recently fired gun. The woman's eyes are wide and staring at the ceiling, I finally did it, I killed her after I had wanted to for so long.
"Aoi you don't understand...I loved you, I gave you everything, I was completely devoted your ass and you just dropped me like a used piece of tissue." I hiss out and open my eyes, you are right infront of me now, reaching forward to take the gun. I snatch it away and jump back a few feet so that you can't touch me. "Stay back you bastard...you can't charm your way out of this one Aoi." I whisper softly and rest my finger on the trigger. I made up my mind though, your not going to honey your venom words and confuse me again.
I feel your arms wrap around me and I finally let out a loud painful sob. "Stop it Aoi..just stop it." I push you away harshly and hold the gun up again. My heart throbs again as I look at you. Standing there your hands slightly raised as if defending yourself. I know you're strong and all, but you can't beat a bullet from my gun. I close my eyes tightly and pulled the trigger until it clicks letting my know the chamber is empty of bullets. My ears are ringing from the sudden blows, but when I open my eyes I gasp and look at you.
It all happens in slow motion you fall to your knees holding the multiple wounds to your body. I can see blood leaking through your fingers and I know I finally did, I finally let you feel the pain I had been feeling. Is this how it was suposed to be? I look over at the dead bitch and feel no sympathy for her, but then I look at you and sob even more unable to stop them as I fall to my own knees and catch you in my arms. "Don't you see baby? it was the only way...you hurt me...you ripped my heart and stepped all over it, using it ruthlessly." I stroked your cheek with a smile on my lips leaning down to kiss your lips. I could taste the blood behind it and I let out a soft moan, you weren't kissing back though because you were dead.
I open the chamber to the gun and blink when I see one more bullet, I could swear it was empty, but no this is how it was suposed to be, I was suposed to die right next to him, I was going to hell, but that was okay with me. I could deal with it, I'm sorry things ended like this Aoi, but its what had to be done. I try to think of a way to do it without making it look so damn messy. I don't want to lay around and bleed to death, but I guess I'll have too. Pain wrecks through my body as the gun goes off into my side. Tears fall down my cheeks again as I lay down against your chest our blood mixing; Yes if we can't be together in life then we can be in death. I grip your shirt and blink slowly a peaceful smile touching my lips as I can finally find inner peace with myself after all these months. This is my final goodbye and I am glad I got to spend it with you.