Short
Title: The Brightest Star Stained Red.
Author: aggressivebitch
Chapter: Oneshot
Genre: Angst.
Warnings: Character death.
Disclaimer: If I owned them I wouldn't be writing fics for a living!
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha Kai/Ruki (Ruki's and Uruha's POV but Uruha and Ruki are just Best friends)
Summary: On this night it was all going to come to an end. He had finally told everyone he couldn't take it anymore and with a peaceful smile pulled the trigger and was gone before he could blink.
AN: This will be my last AoixUruha fic for a long long time. I have not lost intrest I am just taking a hiatus in writing any fics I am so sorry to those I owed fics too I just can't write right now I don't have the inspiration or the strength to sit down and write smut about Aoi and Uruha loving eachother it just wont happen. I hope you don't get mad at me for this~ I don't bash anyone's view on Aoi or Uruha this is just how I feel tonight and this is my hiatus fic. I friend lock all my stories after a week. I am not going to go into huge detail with this fic about he died and stuff you should get the damn idea with how its going and since I am American and have been to many american funerals we will do this my way. No offense intended. Forgive shortness and typos.
You look so peaceful Ruha dressed in that black suit you wore during the filming for the Chizuru PV you always liked that one more than anything, I guess because you wrote and composed it, of course you always looked peaceful when you were sleeping so beautiful so innocent. You were the only one of us who had natural beauty even though you could never see it. You refused to see how beautiful you were. Now you are laying motionless with your friends and family sitting here, soft music playing in the back ground. I remember reading the note you wrote, how you never wanted anyone to mourn for you. How can we not?
You were amazing, you were perfect, the best friend I could ever ask for and now I was going to have to put you into the cold hard ground and allow for your beauty to dissapear one day. It hurts me to do that.
Yes he is here too, hes sitting down in the very back dressed in a white suit just like you wanted him to wear, I don't know why he actually listened to you for once, but your right he does look so handsome in it. I did tell him that you would always love him. He really didn't have much to say at the moment we all found you with the gun in your hand slumped over on the floor. I can remember it just like it was yesterday....
"Are you sure we can't change your mind about leaving Kouyou?" Kai's sad voice broke through the deathing silence of the room as Ruki, Reita, and Aoi had all kept the eyes downcast. Well Ruki was protesting with all the strength he had in his tiny little body, but Uruha wasn't about to change his mind. "I'm sorry, but I can't do it anymore its too much I can't bare the weight of this pressure anymore." With that he stood up and shook Kai's hand and was gone just like that without another word.
"Its your fault!" Ruki screamed at Aoi anger evident in his features as his fist were clenched tight at his sides. Aoi stood there with his arms crossed over his chest looking purely uneffect of course he was hurting, but he wasn't about to show it. "Ruki calm down okay?" Kai pulled the angry vocalist away and sighed softly. "Uruha left because he wanted too, Aoi had nothing to do with even if they dated and broke it doesn't mean thats the only reason he left we can find another guitarist." Ruki froze from the drummers words, he couldn't believe he had just said that! "No! We can never find another guitiarst noone could ever replace Ruha!" He yelled and stormed off out of the building quickly.
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I sat down at my kitchen table, pencil and paper in hand as I wrote down everything I wanted done at the funeral. "No sad music...or anything black perhaps except my suit you'll know which one I mean Ru-chan, I want purple roses and moet and chandon at my place afterwards. I don't want anyone to cry try to prevent it the best you can and only talk about the happy times you all had with me~" I smiled and nodded my head my bottom lip trembling for a moment as I wrote down the final part. "And tell Aoi I love him always, he was the only person I would love...this will probably shock my parents to death so warn them beforehand because I never told them that I was gay! I can't believe they didn't know." I laugh softly at that thought and set the pen down. "Ru you were the most amazing friend in the world and I'll never forget you I know you couldn't possibly forget me!" I speak softly as I stand up and walked over to the window.
It was a beautiful night tonight surprisingly, I could actually see the stars which was strange because living in the city that was rare for me, I hardly ever saw the stars of the moon, but tonight I saw everything. The full moon and each glittering stars. One caught my eye in particular and I smiled softly. It was brighter than the rest, it reminded me of myself right now I had never been so sure of anything in my entire life.
This was going to hurt a lot of people I know it, but they would eventually get over it, they would move on with life and be happy one of these days, I know GazettE would raise back up to the top and do better than ever. Aoi I don't know how he would take this, but I am sure he will do fine after a few months.
I reach up and grip my shirt right over my heart and wince there is still pain there even after a long month of being apart from him, but its for the best. He had not been in love with me for some time now and he was happy thats all that mattered. I was happy with my decision and he was happy with his life I just hope Ruki wasn't making his life a living hell currently though that wouldn't surprise me. I laugh at thought and walk off to my bedroom sitting down on my bed with my gun in hand taking a deep breath.
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"Hurry up! I swear I have a horrible feeling about him right now!" I screamed at the other three males as we ran down the street. Ruki ran as fast as tiny feet could carry. Kai, Aoi, and Reita following behind him just as fast. "We just spoke to him on the phone Ruki! I am sure hes fine!" Kai said trying to catch as they ran. "Why couldn't we can take the car?!" He asked making Ruki glare from behind as they all reached the blonde guitarist's apartment complex just in time to hear a loud gun shot.
I froze as I stood infront of his door, I was holding the extra key he had given me, my hands were shaking as a few tears slid down my cheeks. I was strong I shouldn't be crying like this it couldn't have came from his apartment he was probably just passed out on his couch from drinking like always. "Ruki hurry up and open the door.." Reita said quietly as they heard sirens getting closer from the distance.
Nodding I put the key in the lock and turned it unlocking the door quickly and walking inside. He wasn't on the couch, my fears were confirmed when I pushed opened the bedroom door and saw him on the floor a pool of blood slowly making its way around him, his once beautiful blonde hair now dark red. "No! Ruha!" I screamed and rushed over to him pulling his lifeless body into my arms brushing the strands from his cheeks. He was so cold, too cold.
He was gone, I knew it. It was like our hearts beat as one when you knew someone for so long and became so close to them like brothers you became joined at the heart. Aoi slowly walked into the room carrying the note in his hand, tears blurring his vision at the sight. "LEAVE!" Ruki screamed at everyone.
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Even Miyavi came you know? I know you two weren't obvious friends, but he still cared. We all miss you so much Ruha. Its still so hard to believe your gone I expect to walk into the pratice room and see that pouting face waiting for me because you want something from me.
As we lower you into the ground, you requested a night time burial why I have no damn clue. You were never easy to figure out Kouyou, but that was always one of your most amazing qualites that we loved so much about you. I just want to pull you back into my arms and wake you up and tell you everything is going to be okay. I won't ever forget you Ruha.
I look up at the sky and notice the brightest star in the sky is tinted red that has never happened before I motion to Kai and the others and they are all so amazed at the sight maybe you are finally the angel we always said you were
-End sorry if this sucked ;o;
Author: aggressivebitch
Chapter: Oneshot
Genre: Angst.
Warnings: Character death.
Disclaimer: If I owned them I wouldn't be writing fics for a living!
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Aoi/Uruha Kai/Ruki (Ruki's and Uruha's POV but Uruha and Ruki are just Best friends)
Summary: On this night it was all going to come to an end. He had finally told everyone he couldn't take it anymore and with a peaceful smile pulled the trigger and was gone before he could blink.
AN: This will be my last AoixUruha fic for a long long time. I have not lost intrest I am just taking a hiatus in writing any fics I am so sorry to those I owed fics too I just can't write right now I don't have the inspiration or the strength to sit down and write smut about Aoi and Uruha loving eachother it just wont happen. I hope you don't get mad at me for this~ I don't bash anyone's view on Aoi or Uruha this is just how I feel tonight and this is my hiatus fic. I friend lock all my stories after a week. I am not going to go into huge detail with this fic about he died and stuff you should get the damn idea with how its going and since I am American and have been to many american funerals we will do this my way. No offense intended. Forgive shortness and typos.
You look so peaceful Ruha dressed in that black suit you wore during the filming for the Chizuru PV you always liked that one more than anything, I guess because you wrote and composed it, of course you always looked peaceful when you were sleeping so beautiful so innocent. You were the only one of us who had natural beauty even though you could never see it. You refused to see how beautiful you were. Now you are laying motionless with your friends and family sitting here, soft music playing in the back ground. I remember reading the note you wrote, how you never wanted anyone to mourn for you. How can we not?
You were amazing, you were perfect, the best friend I could ever ask for and now I was going to have to put you into the cold hard ground and allow for your beauty to dissapear one day. It hurts me to do that.
Yes he is here too, hes sitting down in the very back dressed in a white suit just like you wanted him to wear, I don't know why he actually listened to you for once, but your right he does look so handsome in it. I did tell him that you would always love him. He really didn't have much to say at the moment we all found you with the gun in your hand slumped over on the floor. I can remember it just like it was yesterday....
"Are you sure we can't change your mind about leaving Kouyou?" Kai's sad voice broke through the deathing silence of the room as Ruki, Reita, and Aoi had all kept the eyes downcast. Well Ruki was protesting with all the strength he had in his tiny little body, but Uruha wasn't about to change his mind. "I'm sorry, but I can't do it anymore its too much I can't bare the weight of this pressure anymore." With that he stood up and shook Kai's hand and was gone just like that without another word.
"Its your fault!" Ruki screamed at Aoi anger evident in his features as his fist were clenched tight at his sides. Aoi stood there with his arms crossed over his chest looking purely uneffect of course he was hurting, but he wasn't about to show it. "Ruki calm down okay?" Kai pulled the angry vocalist away and sighed softly. "Uruha left because he wanted too, Aoi had nothing to do with even if they dated and broke it doesn't mean thats the only reason he left we can find another guitarist." Ruki froze from the drummers words, he couldn't believe he had just said that! "No! We can never find another guitiarst noone could ever replace Ruha!" He yelled and stormed off out of the building quickly.
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I sat down at my kitchen table, pencil and paper in hand as I wrote down everything I wanted done at the funeral. "No sad music...or anything black perhaps except my suit you'll know which one I mean Ru-chan, I want purple roses and moet and chandon at my place afterwards. I don't want anyone to cry try to prevent it the best you can and only talk about the happy times you all had with me~" I smiled and nodded my head my bottom lip trembling for a moment as I wrote down the final part. "And tell Aoi I love him always, he was the only person I would love...this will probably shock my parents to death so warn them beforehand because I never told them that I was gay! I can't believe they didn't know." I laugh softly at that thought and set the pen down. "Ru you were the most amazing friend in the world and I'll never forget you I know you couldn't possibly forget me!" I speak softly as I stand up and walked over to the window.
It was a beautiful night tonight surprisingly, I could actually see the stars which was strange because living in the city that was rare for me, I hardly ever saw the stars of the moon, but tonight I saw everything. The full moon and each glittering stars. One caught my eye in particular and I smiled softly. It was brighter than the rest, it reminded me of myself right now I had never been so sure of anything in my entire life.
This was going to hurt a lot of people I know it, but they would eventually get over it, they would move on with life and be happy one of these days, I know GazettE would raise back up to the top and do better than ever. Aoi I don't know how he would take this, but I am sure he will do fine after a few months.
I reach up and grip my shirt right over my heart and wince there is still pain there even after a long month of being apart from him, but its for the best. He had not been in love with me for some time now and he was happy thats all that mattered. I was happy with my decision and he was happy with his life I just hope Ruki wasn't making his life a living hell currently though that wouldn't surprise me. I laugh at thought and walk off to my bedroom sitting down on my bed with my gun in hand taking a deep breath.
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"Hurry up! I swear I have a horrible feeling about him right now!" I screamed at the other three males as we ran down the street. Ruki ran as fast as tiny feet could carry. Kai, Aoi, and Reita following behind him just as fast. "We just spoke to him on the phone Ruki! I am sure hes fine!" Kai said trying to catch as they ran. "Why couldn't we can take the car?!" He asked making Ruki glare from behind as they all reached the blonde guitarist's apartment complex just in time to hear a loud gun shot.
I froze as I stood infront of his door, I was holding the extra key he had given me, my hands were shaking as a few tears slid down my cheeks. I was strong I shouldn't be crying like this it couldn't have came from his apartment he was probably just passed out on his couch from drinking like always. "Ruki hurry up and open the door.." Reita said quietly as they heard sirens getting closer from the distance.
Nodding I put the key in the lock and turned it unlocking the door quickly and walking inside. He wasn't on the couch, my fears were confirmed when I pushed opened the bedroom door and saw him on the floor a pool of blood slowly making its way around him, his once beautiful blonde hair now dark red. "No! Ruha!" I screamed and rushed over to him pulling his lifeless body into my arms brushing the strands from his cheeks. He was so cold, too cold.
He was gone, I knew it. It was like our hearts beat as one when you knew someone for so long and became so close to them like brothers you became joined at the heart. Aoi slowly walked into the room carrying the note in his hand, tears blurring his vision at the sight. "LEAVE!" Ruki screamed at everyone.
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Even Miyavi came you know? I know you two weren't obvious friends, but he still cared. We all miss you so much Ruha. Its still so hard to believe your gone I expect to walk into the pratice room and see that pouting face waiting for me because you want something from me.
As we lower you into the ground, you requested a night time burial why I have no damn clue. You were never easy to figure out Kouyou, but that was always one of your most amazing qualites that we loved so much about you. I just want to pull you back into my arms and wake you up and tell you everything is going to be okay. I won't ever forget you Ruha.
I look up at the sky and notice the brightest star in the sky is tinted red that has never happened before I motion to Kai and the others and they are all so amazed at the sight maybe you are finally the angel we always said you were
-End sorry if this sucked ;o;