i think its cool

[aggravate_me]

i think its cool how fake some people are, how they pretend to care, just to get something out of you. its cool how they act like your friend, until something goes wrong, or someone else obviously more important than you comes along. or how they just dont seem to notice you even when they look at you, its really cool then. i just wish people would stop, and tell me they dont like me, i can handle that, what i cant handle is being ignored, pushed aside, shunned per se, its so annoying and depressing. i sometimes wish they would just fucking die, people like that, i try not to ignore anyone, unless im mad at them, hahahaha. its not liek they ignore me all the time, its only when they are with their other friends mostly, in fac tthats how a lot of people are, even people who call me friend. but its cool, i guess, i wish i didnt care though. im not sad, im just mad.

on a side note physical contact is good for people, so hug your friends damnit. it makes them feel better and stuff, i read this in a link in ians profile. thats so cool too.