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yesterday this whole good mood i was in came crashing down..
i had panic attacks while i was on the phone and almost started crying every time..
now its like you dont even listen to me and i start thinking of all the times youve blatantly ignored me
im trying to quit smoking but it doesnt work when every time i try to do something good for myself, a million things go wrong.
all i want to do is hide somewhere warm and chainsmoke and not get yelled at by anyone and get listened to by the people who matter but thats never going to happen
and for some reason im starving again. i dont even want to think of food. it hates me and i hate it.
i had panic attacks while i was on the phone and almost started crying every time..
now its like you dont even listen to me and i start thinking of all the times youve blatantly ignored me
im trying to quit smoking but it doesnt work when every time i try to do something good for myself, a million things go wrong.
all i want to do is hide somewhere warm and chainsmoke and not get yelled at by anyone and get listened to by the people who matter but thats never going to happen
and for some reason im starving again. i dont even want to think of food. it hates me and i hate it.