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don't even know where to start...2 deaths in 3 weeks...i don't even know what to feel. had to see her last night. i realized that i was her snow globe. i was a novelty...when it wore off, that was it. it REALLY pisses me off that all i can think of is how much i can't stand her when i should be much more upset about my grandmother. it makes me hate her...she's getting in the way of my grieving. i hope i never see her again...