Mar 08, 2007 20:20
so my day was made. I got tickets to see placebo on the 11th of april. i can't fucking wait.
damien rice goes on sale in a week, if i get those, that will make my day as well.
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so i got back from the bahamas and had this email:
"Hey Scott,
I don't know why but I thought of you last night and was wondering if you'd want to meet for a drink next week.
Hope all is well,
Krystal "
i wasn't really sure if i even wanted to respond, but ended up emailing her back. we met for a drink last night and talked. After a short awkward period i said, "so why are we here? last time i heard from you, you said I was a jerk and then I didn't hear from you for 3 months."
she told me that she realized that she had been a bitch and that she'd built walls to keep me (and others) away. She said she missed hanging out with me. we caught up and stuff. On the way out of the bar, I asked her if she had deleted my number from her phone. she said "no, i don't delete anyone's numbers. why? did you delete mine?" I replied, "yep."
i didn't bother walking her back to her place, I just left at the corner and she said, "i'd say call me, but I guess you can't." It was pretty much left at that joke.
I'm not sure how I feel about the whole situation. Not sure if I want to open that door back up. As far as I'm concerned we'd be starting completely over, but I'm not sure I even want that. I moved on and I don't know that I'm interested in trying again. I guess we'll see, I'm still processing things...