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I don't want to go through this again. Too many times have I fallen so deep into wanting something that the disappointment is IMMENSE when I cannot have what I want. It sucks. I'm going to try really hard not to let this happen again, because I can feel it coming. Maybe I'm just really negative, maybe I have no patience for or faith in the things I cannot see.
Maybe I'm just unlucky.
Yet the world is telling me to be patient.
Ok, I can deal with that. There must be a reason why I'm supposed to wait.
They say good things come to those who wait.
I just want him. That's all. It's really very simple. Theres nothing complicated about it yet.
And that's why it's so goddamn beautiful.
Anyway, life. It's going just fine right now. The new year has been amazing so far. Feels like a cloud of negative energy has moved away from me and settled over there somewhere. There will always be a few heavy weights that pull you down at certain points, but other than that, I'm staying optimistic about the other stuff.
Ms. Louise died. I've worked with her at the country club for 6 years. She was like our grandma...
Sometimes, there are no words.
I'm seriously committing to a volunteer project abroad this summer. I'm not sure where I want to go yet, but I'll be doing the program with Amber, and we're thinking about India, Ecuador, and Tanzania right now.
This could be an amazing opportunity.
Also, I put a significant dent in the grad school stuff yesterday. I hope to be done the bulk of it by Friday. Then I'm going to start mailing things next week. EEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKK
Grad School. The next chapter.
Sigh...they grow up so fast.
Maybe I'm just unlucky.
Yet the world is telling me to be patient.
Ok, I can deal with that. There must be a reason why I'm supposed to wait.
They say good things come to those who wait.
I just want him. That's all. It's really very simple. Theres nothing complicated about it yet.
And that's why it's so goddamn beautiful.
Anyway, life. It's going just fine right now. The new year has been amazing so far. Feels like a cloud of negative energy has moved away from me and settled over there somewhere. There will always be a few heavy weights that pull you down at certain points, but other than that, I'm staying optimistic about the other stuff.
Ms. Louise died. I've worked with her at the country club for 6 years. She was like our grandma...
Sometimes, there are no words.
I'm seriously committing to a volunteer project abroad this summer. I'm not sure where I want to go yet, but I'll be doing the program with Amber, and we're thinking about India, Ecuador, and Tanzania right now.
This could be an amazing opportunity.
Also, I put a significant dent in the grad school stuff yesterday. I hope to be done the bulk of it by Friday. Then I'm going to start mailing things next week. EEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKK
Grad School. The next chapter.
Sigh...they grow up so fast.