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THings in the past two years have changed soo much, its really weird.
Ive been ar ound majoirty of the people at school for atleast 4 years.
THe people i normally considreed to be my friends or were really close friends never drank, never "partied" never need any type of Infulentual Substance to have a good time.
Its just kind of weird i guess. I feel like i woke up one day and every one is ither a drug addact, or they drink on a weekly basis. Even the people who said " Yeah, I am never going to drink or do drugs"
Its just.... i dont know any more. I sorta feel like im in a weird state right now. I feel like im in battle, and im on the loosing side..
My good friends allways told me that they really liked how cool all of us were becasue they knew that we wernt the kind of people who needed to drink/smoke to have a good time. All we really needed was eachother and we would have a blast.
Then all the sudden, more people got added into the group of friends th at i had. Then everything started to slowly slip away. Drinking started up as a once a month thing, then smoking (cigars and hooka) came outa no where. & it stoped for a bit, then it just kept comming..
IT just seems like evyerhtings in pieces now..
Id unno what to think...
Any advice?