Mar 09, 2006 08:59
Does cleaning out your inbox ever make anyone else feel depressed?
I'm a packrat by nature, although every once in a while I go through everything I own and throw out three-quarters of it. I just did that with my email inbox. I've had this account since I was twelve, and it's full of all these old messages from people I haven't seen in three years...emails that I never got around to replying to...ellejay comments from the heyday of my roleplay obsession...nostalgia from times and friends that I miss liek whoa. It's vaguely disheartening, and is just serving to remind me that at the moment I hardly even have a life on the Internet. =) Wow, I am in the true Way of the Antisocial or something.
Second question of the day: Are there really honestly people out there who are only attracted to one gender?
Seriously, are there? Because this is vaguely incomprehensible to me. Ever since I've thought of anybody as hot, I always thought about both men and women, in fairly equal doses. Women were much more interesting for a while because they were forbidden o noes!!!1 for me to be attracted to. Even at my most homophobic (yes, I am ashamed to admit it, and I'm very sorry for it now), I couldn't escape from the terrible, ghastly fact that girls are hot. At one point I was ranting about how nobody is ever gay in actual real life ("never! nobody! ever! certainly not anyone I know! ...>_>"), and someone very wise calmly stepped in and said "Methinks the lady does protest too much." Of course, as I was scared to death of someone finding out and thinking I was a freak or something, I protested all the more....
Anyway, back to the original topic: is so odd to imagine only finding half of the human race sexy. But apparently there are people who do. How does this strange and alien trick of emotion even work? ::puzzled::
::glances around:: Okay, I think I made an egress from a closet somewhere in this post, I just can't seem to find the exit point....
bisexuality,
ramble