It's a Bad Day...
Hi, yeah, I am mad. I spent a good deal of yesterday putting stuff up for sale on ebay and it was up yesterday but today it is gone. It could be something to do with the credit card that I used. I hadn't activated it until I used it that day and it had a very low credit limit but that is why I felt fine using it to pay to be an ebay seller in the first place. Jobs aren't raining in and physically I feel like poop and I keep gaining weight even when I eat below a certain number of calories plus my body is being all weird about other stuff. Grrr! I need to make money and life just keeps on being hard. But at least the visiting trip went more than well. It was great seeing Carolyn, Tim, Khris, and Sam as well as spending time with my mother and seeing the sites. I just have to find a job and I already feel like things in my life that I don't want to hash into on-line are going more than poorly. But I can only focus on what I can do, but I am still mad about the ebay thing and I feel overwhelmed. Plus, something way bigger is going wrong and there isn't a thing that I can do to change that. I just don't understand. But it was nice talking with Carlton on the phone yesterday.