Oct 30, 2006 10:33
(I have the love right here just for you in a big bear hug but that isn't what this post is about.)
Well, it's not that I have extra money but I now sponsor two children in a foreign countries for surviving well enough with my own money. On a very different subject, I kind of turned life upside down when something very bad and personal happened through running into someone, I rashly sent in a letter saying that I needed to deal with things over the next two weeks after calling in at least over three hours early to say the same thing to Leader On Duty Frank on the 25th, but that I would love to return to Target if they let me. I don't know how I feel about that. It will let me visit two friends that I haven't seen in a while and one relative, but the main thing that I need is a job, so, yeah, about that I just don't know. I need to earn money but time will tell plus I can't undo it now and I have a million job applications already for in case they don't take me back. Visiting loved ones is always more than great too! In other news I need to pay off my credit card but have been doing well at not over-charging lately, knock on wood. I will be visiting a friend, Carlton, for Thanksgiving in CA if all goes well with that. Next weekend I might visit a friend, Kristina, in the D.C. area. The weekend after that I might visit, Carolyn, my cousin. Then it's the weekend of Thanksgiving for which we will be having a fake one if I can go to CA before I leave. Today, I am going to try and reserve tickets. We'll see what goes down. I washed a bag of stuff to give to the good will and it's ready to go today. I have been cleaning out stuff that I don't need and if our scanner gets fixed I can sell stuff on ebay that I am not using which someone else might love. So, that's a mess about how my life is going summed up for now. At Target, I was happy though, and I do have a million happy comments to leave for other people if they would have me back when I am done working through a very personal issue and visiting people while I try to do so. I would love to refer anyone who would like to work there and who would do the work well if they have me back. I know it's just a simple job, but I like helping people, and it let's me walk up to people and ask if I can help them. Oh, and I helped a famous person from the Buffalo Bills the other day without knowing it. My manager told me. I wish God would give the famous people to people who would appreciate them on one hand but on the other hand, it was cool knowing I helped someone famous. If my health turns out to be doing well, I will go back to school. If not, I am going to have to be happier with a much perhaps shorter simple life than I originally planned on but don't worry about me and it's all good plus it's not cancer which does run in my family. Life is what it is and that's just the way that it is. Please don't ask about the health issue, I don't know about it for right now and I don't want to talk about it for right now either way but just be happy and try to make the world a better place if you don't mind, that's what you can do for me if that causes you worry and you need to do something about it.