Apr 17, 2004 03:08
Tonight was a very intresting night. Tonight I actually just kind of wanted to stay home. I wanted to continue reading what I was reading. I really had no intention of leaving the house. What people got to understand is that I grew up almost being a total loner. So sometimes I just like to be by myself. So I was sitting in my room listening to music and reading articles while having a coke and a smile when Fillmon IMed me and asked if I wanted to go with him, Lisa and Jay down to Ybor. I asked why they were going down to Ybor and Fillmon told me it was because Lisa wanted to get her Cooter pierced. Well as much as I wanted to sit there and read I wasn't going to miss that. So I got dressed and headed over to his house. Keep in mind I haven't actually met Lisa yet. So I didn't even know her but from what I heard she was really cool so I wanted to meet her. We were playing NFL Blitz when Lisa and Jay finally showed up. Lisa was actually really cool, She thought I was really funny It didn't take her long to open up to me.
Well after we bull shitted at Fillmons for awhile we decided to take off. We took Jays car because my car was full of shit and Fillmons was too small for all of us to fit in. We drove out to Ybor and went to this piercing place (I forgot to mention Lisa and Jay are dating) Well Jay went up there with her to get this procedure done. Me and Fillmon stayed downstairs and looked at pictures of tattoos we wanted to get. Finally it was all said and done. Lisa said it hurt at first but it wasn't so bad after awhile. I got to admit she has guts, Damn I wouldn't do it unless I thought someone thought it was a real turn on. Anyways afterwards we went of the tatoo parlor.
We walked down the strip for a little bit then stopped to talk about what we were doing next. I didn't say a damn thing really I wasn't in charge but Jay and Lisa wanted to go to a club for a few drinks. Well that didn't bother me too much, Fillmon was kind of ify on the subject. Then this one guy came up and tried to convince to go to the club with alot of beer. We got the entrance and decided to say fuck that. Jay had mentioned the Amp Theater. I have heard of this club before. The only problem is everytime I heard the name of this club I was so drunk that I couldnt stand so when I heard he wanted to go my stomach started to hurt a little remembering crazy ass nights. Well eventually we got there and started to chill out. It wasn't that bad actually I had fun. I wanted to dance so bad but I couldn't seem to force myself to do it. The more I tried to go out on the floor the more and more I couldn't get loosened up. No keep in mind I'm a really good dancer especially when I really get into it. I couldn't seem to get into it though. Jay, Fillmon and Lisa were trying to convince me to go out there but I just couldn't seem to bring myself to do it.
All 4 of us were sitting on the side lines watching. I kept seeing all these doosh bags just standing there while these girls tried to get them to dance. but most of them were just standing there. This was probably the first night in a long time where I actually felt lonely. I actually wanted a girlfriend so I could go there with her and dance. That sounds really stupid but its the truth. I promised them the next time we went I would either get buzzed or drink alot of pepsi so I can get loosened real easy. I was thinking about asking Kara to come with me next time she really likes dancing and we would probably have fun.