Drifter
You know I have had some crazy ass Ideas in my lifetime but never so much as I do now. As I was working a few nights ago I kept thinking to myself, What do I have to look forward to? I got my drunk mom at home bitching about my grandmother moving down here. I have my asshole dad trying to get me to move in with him so I can pay him rent. Most of my friends have all crapped out on me, I have no girlfriend and usually no where to go anymore, all so I can go to sleep and get up and do it all over again The next day. What I do have is my computer, the people I talk too online and this Live Journal that was a gift to me from someone who thought that I would write intresting things in it. Well I don't want to dissapoint her so I'm coming to a choice that should make for a good story.
Now I know that most of you that read this journal know me pretty well but let me tell you something about myself. I don't like whining about life, I know for a fact that other people have it worse. I do however believe that injustices can occur to anybody. I don't ask much out of life, infact I perfer to not ask for many things. You own too many possessions you're possessions start owning you.
Another thing you should know about myself is I didn't have hardly any friends until I hit highschool. Was I a "Loser"? No I wasn't what the populars called a loser. Was I a "Dork"? No I wasn't. You can ask anyone I had more Charisma then most of the "Popular" kids. I was just a flat out loner back then. I didn't give a shit about nobody or nothing. I'm not like that anymore there are lots of people I care about now. I however have been losing my charisma. These customers I deal with everyday get to me, my powertrip boss and all the shit at home is starting to get the best of me. I'm tired of people telling me that I need to do this and I need to do that. Lets get something straight, I don't NEED any of this bullshit. I don't NEED to hear customer bitch whine and complain about fucking cold cut meat. I don't NEED my manger to give me 5 bullshit writeups in 2 weeks. I don't NEED to watch every penny in my paychecks to go to bullshit bills. I don't NEED to hear the constant bickering between my parents. All this shit is starting to destroy my spirit.
My plan at this point is too save my money then sell my car and buy my motorcycle that I want. Pack up my scrapbook, Pack up some cloths make sure I have enough money in the bank then drift. I want to drift all over the United States for a year or more, Take pictures of everywhere I go and write my captions and complete my scrapbook as I go. I know nobody would want to go on this adventure with me and thats ok, Thats where the Loner part comes in. I could handle the seclusion on my own. Then maybe when I get back from my adventure Jamie can read that intresting entry she probably hasn't read just yet.
Now I know that most of you that read this journal know me pretty well but let me tell you something about myself. I don't like whining about life, I know for a fact that other people have it worse. I do however believe that injustices can occur to anybody. I don't ask much out of life, infact I perfer to not ask for many things. You own too many possessions you're possessions start owning you.
Another thing you should know about myself is I didn't have hardly any friends until I hit highschool. Was I a "Loser"? No I wasn't what the populars called a loser. Was I a "Dork"? No I wasn't. You can ask anyone I had more Charisma then most of the "Popular" kids. I was just a flat out loner back then. I didn't give a shit about nobody or nothing. I'm not like that anymore there are lots of people I care about now. I however have been losing my charisma. These customers I deal with everyday get to me, my powertrip boss and all the shit at home is starting to get the best of me. I'm tired of people telling me that I need to do this and I need to do that. Lets get something straight, I don't NEED any of this bullshit. I don't NEED to hear customer bitch whine and complain about fucking cold cut meat. I don't NEED my manger to give me 5 bullshit writeups in 2 weeks. I don't NEED to watch every penny in my paychecks to go to bullshit bills. I don't NEED to hear the constant bickering between my parents. All this shit is starting to destroy my spirit.
My plan at this point is too save my money then sell my car and buy my motorcycle that I want. Pack up my scrapbook, Pack up some cloths make sure I have enough money in the bank then drift. I want to drift all over the United States for a year or more, Take pictures of everywhere I go and write my captions and complete my scrapbook as I go. I know nobody would want to go on this adventure with me and thats ok, Thats where the Loner part comes in. I could handle the seclusion on my own. Then maybe when I get back from my adventure Jamie can read that intresting entry she probably hasn't read just yet.