Oct 25, 2006 23:27
Life right now is just hitting its ultimate potential.
I'm gonna be a prep chef when I get back, I'll be living out my dream at 18 years old.
I have many pretty girls around me, I just need to act upon impulse and do something, but I'm still enjoying the attention they're giving me. I'm getting noticed.
I'm making a super band over winter break and we're gonna be in a recording studio for an entire month or more. Theres unlimited awesome potential in there.
My hand is getting better every day. I'm getting more movement than i ever thought i had in that hand. My guitar playing is going to skyrocket. Still can't pick stuff up... but hey whatever. Its getting there.
I feel like I'm just on this edge of some other level, like i'm really close to another perspective of life. I can't explain it. I feel that I'm becoming stronger and better at everything I'm doing. And theres no signs of stopping. I'm doing it all one handed and I'm just as good as I was with two. Imagine when I get my 2nd hand back.
And another plus, I have the house to myself for a week and a half. No party cuz the neighbors know where my parents are and all that info, but still, ultimate freedom. And a chance to prove to my parents that I'm not the irresponsible person they think I am. I swear everyone has complete faith in me except for them. They are overly paranoid though.
Such a good mood right now, and I know tomorrow is going to kick ass. It has to.