Oct 21, 2004 16:10
wow
today has been so weird
since this morning, everythign has seemed so sureal, the entire day has seriously been a dream. i am totally lost in a fog or something, i have no idea what's gone on throughout the day.
it's amazing how i can feel like nothing i say ever matters. Like i could probably tell somebody that i love them, and they would think i was kidding or lying or something. i hate it
which reminds me, i can't love anybody... it gets me into too much trouble