Outlaw status in question

Mar 03, 2005 18:38

Sitting, chilling and listening to Spearhead. I like to think even these days that I am still in sympathy with the underdog and the unfairly discriminated against but with every bad event (being mugged) and every paranoid thought every time I catch the eye of someone not caucasian, I have to question my "right-on" credentials, I have very few black friends and most of these I am in sporadic if not rare contact. I have mostly white hobbies, I listen to mostly white music (Spearhead aside) I have my own (embarassing) racist backgrounds and my white catholic education to overcome but I do very little about it.
My wife's attitude to race makes me feel like I should do more to shake myself out of my Cracker mentality.
I don't know what to do about this.
Oh yes, I get filed today (or tomorrow).
I feel this is finally getting underway.
Agent L.
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