Oct 12, 2005 23:27
my much due entry was spurred by my favorite boy ever, will bausch, today i was going to pick him up from the train station so he didn't have to walk home. But i was late because me and kelly johnson had a date at taco bell! however i couldnt find him so i called him and he goes "come to the starbucks parking lot" so im looking around and all of a sudden i see him with a beautiful white rose with pick outlining it! it was sooo cute and surprising. First off, if u know will you'll know why this is such a big deal and if u know how much of a hopeless romantic i am youll know why im so happy. i love my baby! we've been so perfect lately i dont know wats happening but its finally all clicking. now most people are like youve been dating for a year and it doesnt get good until now? but its always been great but it seems like now we're so ridiculously happy with eachother we dont know wat to do or think
on a different note... PSAT was okay o well cant change it now but lately ive just had a lot of school and soccer and i seem to be constantly busy, but its not bad at all ALSO one of my really really close friends is finally really happy and i could not be happier for her! it seems like so much has happened since my last entry that there is no point in talking about it
well i made a new friend named matt cin so im excited for that he's really nice and it feels good when new people are nice to you. Lately ive been kind of stepping back and looking in on my life and i realize from here on it sux. honestly sooo many AP classes next year plus like the hardest major in college so i hope i stay happy despite everything else. i hate making decisions and from here on out its just a line of important decisions. GREAT!
im getting to the point where i know not everyone is going to like me and i really dont care as long as i have my friends and my baby u know? like fuck everyone and have fun and dont worry about other people that were never your friend neways. this entry probably sucked but i dont care i needed to update
sara i miss u
*****RACHEL MYLAN****** i hope u see this but we had a great convo and u better come back this summer or else i will die. i hope we always keep in touch because we are awesome together.