the scars that map our past are brief and meaningless in time.

[agentfelix]

this is out of my hands. i had to let you go. i want you to understand. no, i need you know understand that at one point in my life. we were happy together. i did love you more then anything in the world. we grew apart and we weren't happy anymore. we both screwed eachother over. everything now. all the yelling, the crying, the "i hate you"s, the pain that we gave to eachother is gone. i'll be here for you always. i promise you that. please. don't do this. be happy. you aren't happy with me. we aren't meant to work out. there is nothing i can do to make me feel the way i felt monthes ago. i'm happy. i'm with someone who treats me greater then, i even deserve. why can't you be happy for me? i'm happy for you when you find someone you enjoy. i will always be happy for you no matter what. i want to be your friend. i want to talk to you. i don't want to hate eachother. all we've been through and you want to be mad at me? this is the way it is. you are a great friend to me. i care for you so much. i wish only the best for you. please. i've let you go. let me go.

okay. thank you.

love,
mary carpenter

ps... yes dan, i'm listening to the mars volta and i like it.