grandma
In addition to rolling my socks and not putting them away..
i've been taking a lot of pics lately.
120 i took today at school. damn
w0w. 2 days till the end of school/party.
i'm gonna miss so many people..
on a different note:
my grandma had a stroke. i'm feeling out of the loop cuz that's pretty much all i was told. "she had a stroke, i'm probably going out there friday"
this must be so hard on my mom right now. it's definately hard on me.
tonight at softball practice i started crying while collecting balls, and i just wanted to throw my bat across the field and hit something.
i'm lucky no one asked me about it, cuz then i just would screamed.
i haven't talked to my grandma since i left. before i left actually cuz she didn't say goodbye to me because of a huge fight. we haven't talked since.
i am regretting a lot of things that have happened between us. i haven't treated her with enough respect, or gotten to know her experiences, my family.
ugh i need to talk to her. soon.
i'm feeling like i need to really live each day like it's my last or my loved ones last. cuz that's actually what's happening in my life.
and there's something i wanna do and i can't and i won't be able to. and i'm just gonna regret it for a while. but if i'm hurt and no one else is it's worth it.
i can't get my grandma off my mind.
eMO
i've been taking a lot of pics lately.
120 i took today at school. damn
w0w. 2 days till the end of school/party.
i'm gonna miss so many people..
on a different note:
my grandma had a stroke. i'm feeling out of the loop cuz that's pretty much all i was told. "she had a stroke, i'm probably going out there friday"
this must be so hard on my mom right now. it's definately hard on me.
tonight at softball practice i started crying while collecting balls, and i just wanted to throw my bat across the field and hit something.
i'm lucky no one asked me about it, cuz then i just would screamed.
i haven't talked to my grandma since i left. before i left actually cuz she didn't say goodbye to me because of a huge fight. we haven't talked since.
i am regretting a lot of things that have happened between us. i haven't treated her with enough respect, or gotten to know her experiences, my family.
ugh i need to talk to her. soon.
i'm feeling like i need to really live each day like it's my last or my loved ones last. cuz that's actually what's happening in my life.
and there's something i wanna do and i can't and i won't be able to. and i'm just gonna regret it for a while. but if i'm hurt and no one else is it's worth it.
i can't get my grandma off my mind.
eMO